Tuesday, September 18, 2007

pos;
you know i could never understand you
right from the very beginning
i try and i try
to make up for what you have done
to comprehend why you did things as such
you made it seem like shes the only one youve got
that everyone else didnt matter
you go all out just give her what she wants
to impress her,you satisfy her every want
even at times where its unneccessary
but what but those related to you?
you donteventreat em like family
you assume nobody cares for you
that we're all here just to put you down
that all of us are just out to put you down
but think bout my brother
what is it that has cause for us to have such behaviour towards you
in ur line of priorities,
where do we stand?
where does she stand?
think bout it.

sigh,
thats a relief
now thats it's off my chest
i shall update

the last time i blogged was after my paper right?
well,on thursday
i met up with donn.
long time long time

then on friday.
wah,hell i was pissed off with the com mann.
i dinthave school and wantd t try out the wireless and coffee bean
and bloody hell
slow as a bloody turtle i tell you
the fact that it took so long to load.
then it took forever to detect my wireless
and like another thousand years to open the page
yes yes
i do not have the patience
so i gave up half way
HAHA!
oh well now
then i went for dinner with kakak and abg. :))
oh,the love. :D

hmm,
weekends were pretty exhausting
family gatherings
bla bla bla.

then monday came
met roach in the morning
she had an interview
which got CANCELLED
hahah!
poor thing la that one
walked around town.
met azie and farah
chilled at starbucks till like god knows what time
theni went back to azie'splace to break me fast
HAHAAH!!
ASAM PEDAS yo
its a damn yummy dish ima telling ya!

today!
i met raoch in town
that girl had school
walked around a bit
town felt really empty
the fact that nothing else ould be done but walk around
im fastin raoch is fasting
wait a minute
whose making a fuss?
hahah!
ohwell.
then it was off to meet her sister at around 5.30
toook the train back to her place
had dinner with her.
once that was done
i made my way home!
home sweet home

yes i call it my home because i stay with my mom
and....
yeah thats it
it's a home because i stay with my mom
then again maybe its a hiuse that mom and i had no choice
but to stay in.??
hmm...

i know know
there are times that she would annoy me
and irritate me
but nonetheless,
shes still my mother and i love her very much. :))

whats a house
when i dont feel at home
whats a house
when i dont have my own bedroom
whats a house
when i dont get to rest
whats a house
when i dont get privacy
whats a house
when it feels so emtpy

i guess every household has its secrets
and im just expressing myself.

till then,
i wonder what im gonna do tmr.
HAH!

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